Waiting Time

It's hard to know how to feel when you are in a waiting time like this. I feel like we've been in a waiting time for three years now. I still have a glimmer of hope that things will be good enough tomorrow that we can continue. But I'm mentally preparing myself for bad news so that if it comes, it won't be a total blow. We go back to St Louis tonight. If anything, it's been great to have time with Brad.